Stalled… Overwhelmed… Observing… Why am I in this…. funk? Why can I see more clearly in others that which I can not see in myself? Why does my light scare me?
I can disappear into sits and not want to come back to reality…. or do I go to reality when I disappear into my sits and not want to return to… to… hmmmm
How long does it take to do absolutely everything? Does anyone do everything??? How do you have time to do everything???
I am in such a …. funk… I guess is the best word I can think of. Everything seems all funked up! Maybe it is where I need to be to restart or reboot me… I just don’t know… or do I?
I take each day as they come and am grateful for each of them. No longer having the elephant riding on my chest each day is an amazing feeling. Time to focus on who I want to become. I can will what I want to be.