As the work gets piled on, I step back away and observe myself. Years peel back exposing the memories of my feelings like it was yesterday… STOP…. PILING … ON… THE … HOMEWORK!!! …and just like that… I am back in school! YIKES!!!
It wasn’t very good the first time I felt these feelings and I am remembering these feelings again, but this time there is a difference. This time the work I know I have to do! I have come so far already… How could I give up at this point???
So just like last year when I opened the door and there was snow halfway up the door and it was still snowing… I just laugh at how the universe wants to be… chuckling to myself as I close door, I begin to sing “let it snow let it snow let it snow…” Pile it on pile it on pile it oooooon!
I will not let my emotions nor the red pencil dictate the weight of my perceived success! I will do what I can and focus on the positivity of what I do. That which I have not done is only because I have not been able to get to it YET. I will get to it!