As I look back past the weeks that have once again blown by, I still extend the grace to myself that I so desperately need!
Family became second to God these last few weeks and in that order I approached my scheduling. I have been out of town for the last few weeks and as I have learned to welcome obstacles because they are my challenge, obstacles might have won these past few weeks. Issues with my web hosting company for this website shut my website down!? My son was married and as he honeymooned, my wife, the extraordinary Eileen and I were lucky enough to have been able to dog/house sit and decorate their house and welcome them home from their honeymoon with a warm home. Time that I thought I would have been able to put into MasterKey and catching up and moving forward seemed to be already claimed by the universe for things completely different… but as I write this I have this weird feeling of knowing what ultimately are the most important things for me to be doing.
I have changed a huge amount in these last years but I am not where I want to be. Learning what my true purpose is has been another struggle as I listen … and try to hear what my heart really wants! I know that it is always darkest before the dawn and a part of me believes that this years’ huge resistance on my part and even a bit by the universe is only the reality that my world within is creating and that I am on the brink of major evolution for my life.
Thank you for those of you that have helped me with your kind words and guidance. Mere words could never express the gratitude I have for you.