YES!!!!! Yeah BABY!!!
Did it! Done! …Finally!!! … I can answer Mark J’s echoing question in my head:
WHAT DO YOU WANT?
It feels amazing to complete something that I wanted to know… just never was able to. To answer a question that seems so darn easy to answer… yet…I hadn’t. I didn’t think I could.
It goes back to high school for me… my father asking me… my guidance counselor asking me… wait *thinking* …What kind of guidance counselor does not help a student figure out SQUIRREL! …Negative thought… brush it away like the burning ember that just popped out of the wood stove onto me…phew…no harm done…
How could I live my life with no direction? Why am I here? WHAT DO I WANT?
Deepest heartfelt thanks and gratitude go to The Terrific Terry, my Guide, who hung with me and guided me to find my Definite Major Purpose. It feels as if a weight has been lifted off of me. I now know WHAT I WANT! Almost two years ago I walked out of an attorney’s office in Florida freeing myself from what became torment from my 30-year career… completing my DMP (Definite Major Purpose) …being told from my guide: Congratulations, it is done… brings back that same feeling of deep relief I had that day 2 years ago! *wait… as I bask in this feeling again…. It feels so good … I am so grateful… life is so awesome!*
I KNOW WHAT I WANT!